I highly recommend the following books and websites to support your healing and growth:
Mindsight, Dan Siegel
Radical Acceptance, Tara Brach
Maybe You Should Talk to Someone, Lori Gottlieb
The gifts of Imperfection, Brene Brown
Attached: The New Science of Adult Attachment, Amir Levine
Self-Compassion. Kristen Neff researches Self Compassion and provides helpful resources and guided meditations on her website: https://self-compassion.org/.
Trauma Sensitive Mindfulness, David Treleaven
Palouse Mindfulness - Free online Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction course: https://palousemindfulness.com/
Anthony Twig Wheeler, Somatic Experiencing Practitioner with a website full of informative information about SE, the ANS, polyvagal theory, and more: http://www.liberationispossible.org/
Waking the Tiger, Peter Levine
Skill in Action: Radicalizing Your Yoga to Create a Just World, Michelle Cassandra Johnson